Archive for June 21, 2009

girlfriend treatment

June 21, 2009

I always talk about how fb2 gives me girlfriend treatment – you know the way a guy treats you when you’re his girl – even though we aren’t officially dating.  While traveling, he called to wish me a safe trip, sending me hugs and kisses (something that he is very reserved in doing in general), then called to see if I’d arrived safely.



old is old

June 21, 2009

Have you ever had this dude you used to talk to, but nothing ever happened because he didn’t want to act?  Who knows why.  Maybe he claimed he was a commitment phobe or the distance was too great?  Then when you decide to move on, he decides to pursue something?  Even plans a trip to visit.  What is with that?  And how do you tell him you aren’t interested, after saying you aren’t interested so that he really gets it? 

I have this situation and this guy just doesn’t get it.  On top of that, he’s so negative.  Everything is bad in his life because of the economy.  I can’t take it.  I don’t want to call or have you call and absolutely nothing is positive in your life.  At a minimum thank God you’re alive and breathing!

One day guys will realize that it’s a gift that I like you or that I’m willing to see what can be.  Don’t take it for granted the joy, affection, and attention I give you.  And don’t assume it will be there when you aren’t returning the enthusiasm.  This wonderfulness is reserved for special people.  Don’t miss out because you think it’ll always be there!

Ugh.  Just had to get that vent out.

day 57

June 21, 2009

8 a.m. (Meal #1): whole wheat cereal, 2% milk

11 a.m. (Meal #2, heavy snack): none

2 p.m. (Meal #3): thin crust deluxe pizza (meat and veggies)

5 p.m. (Meal #4, light snack):

7 p.m. (Meal #5): red velvet cake, 2% milk

9 p.m. (Light Snack):

day 56

June 21, 2009

8 a.m. (Meal #1): whole grain cereal, 1 % milk

11 a.m. (Meal #2, heavy snack): banana

2 p.m. (Meal #3):  baked lemon chicken, squash casserole, greens, salad, mac and cheese (just a little!), and chocolate cake and ice cream (bad!)

5 p.m. (Meal #4, light snack): strawberries

7 p.m. (Meal #5): salad

9 p.m. (Light Snack): cashews